Have you ever been a part of something that you enjoyed just for the feeling of satisfaction and accomplishment that it brought to you? Ever been a part of something that seems to be the perfect fit for you? Something that you stick with through all the crap that might go on in the middle because you truly believe you belong there and you can make a difference for yourself and others?

Have you ever had one person go out of their way to bring it all crashing down around you? I have. Tonight. I’d like to say I handled it well, but that would be a lie. I didn’t act out and do anything stupid. But I was not myself.

I actually hate this person. The thought is so totally horrible, but I truly HATE this person. If he ceased to live, I might even throw a party. I can’t even find the words to form this into a coherent post. I’m just going to stop. I hope your night was better than mine.