I wish I could freeze time. Capture a single moment to do with it what I please. What would be depends on the moment. This weekend had the two extremes. Moments I would love to hold onto forever. And one moment I would love to capture and throw away forever. I’ll get back to this a little later.

I didn’t end up going out Thursday night, as some of you pointed out. Amber didn’t feel well and I didn’t really feel like going without her. So we just hung out and had a good night without the bars. It’s the first Thursday I haven’t been out since school started, so I didn’t feel too bad about it.

Friday I was semi-productive. I did about an hours worth of programming (things are actually working!) and I also did some stuff for my new position that isn’t really new. Hopefully I’ll have things in the mailroom the way I want them to be by the end of this week. I also had my worthless advising appointment where I told him what I am taking next semester and confirmed that he’s a moron. Still, I had to get my flag lowered and do a “graduation requirement check” or something stupid.

Friday night Amber and I watched Love Actually and despite Jimmy’s complaints about it, I think he liked the movie. The movie case touts it as “The Ultimate Romantic Comedy” and I would have to agree. I mean we tried to count how many love stories there were all within one movie and the number was at least ten. And I’ll have to say that about a month ago I probably would have hated it. I mean not really hated it, because it’s a good movie, but hated it because it would remind me of all the things I was missing. Well, I’ve been working on that. And so instead of hating it, I rather enjoyed it 🙂

Saturday was an awesome day. Lots of times there were those moments that I wanted to capture and save forever. Amber and I drove to KC for the Renaissance Festival since neither of us had ever been. The drive there and back gave us plenty of time to talk, and the Festival was really cool. I didn’t realize it was so big. We didn’t end up buying much of anything (much to my sister’s disappointment), but we are poor college students after all. On the way back we stopped off in Topeka and ate at Olive Garden (we’re suckers for Italian).

We also stopped in at Barnes and Noble to pick up a book and met a couple who was also browsing the children’s section. As we stood there and talked to them for a little bit, the guy asked if we were married. Wow, didn’t expect that. Interesting. It was probably partly due to the fact that the just got married, but I’ll have to say that is the first time that’s ever happened to me. That wasn’t the only interesting thing, though, because apparently they already own their own business. The guy wanted to give me some more information and he’s actually going to be in Manhattan tomorrow night to talk about it, but I don’t think I’ll be able to make it. Random.

Once we got back we decided to head out to Lake Pottawatomie (a.k.a. State Fishing Lake No. 2 as I found out when I tried to figure out how to spell it). The moon is almost full at this point so it kind of obscured view of the stars, but it was still really cool. Another one of those moments I’d like to save and hang onto for a very long time.

And then I did something incredibly stupid. This would be the moment that I would love to remove from existence. I don’t feel the need to share exactly what happened for the world to read. It wasn’t a huge thing, but it’s the kind of thing that never should have happened. I can’t explain it away, and it would be pointless to try. I’d like to say I can just brush it off and forget about it, but it won’t be easily forgotten. Still, I think damage done was minimal, and I am incredibly thankful for that. Please don’t ask me what happened, because I will not tell you. I know I usually want people to ask me about stuff, but this is one thing I don’t want to talk about. Please respect that.

If I could throw that moment away, the weekend has been awesome. The unfortunate part is that now reality is coming back and I’ve gotta start doing school work again. I’m pretty sure I have a meeting at 10 (which I still need to verify). Ok, I’ve really gotta move on to something more productive. I’m out.

Edit: After looking at this again, the title doesn’t really seem to fit. It was supposed to be more a question of how could all of this good stuff finally be happening to me. So yeah.