This seems to be a common theme with me and summer. So tonight Leigh and I were schooling Lydick and Erica almost the whole game. Then we bagged over and lost a nil and they were caught up. Well damn. The pizza was still good (so good I ate more than I should have). So far this summer I guess I’ve kinda closed myself off in my room a bit. I should get out more. Now is as good a time to start as any. Watch me go!

Random shift. I’ve slowly been coming to a realization about myself lately. I’ve mentioned it to a few people, but have yet to share it in much detail here. Some my remember my decision to make changes in my life. I’m still working on some of the goals I set out for myself, but I didn’t expect everything to change all at once.

The biggest thing I’m trying to work on is my relationships with other people. I’m trying to build up some stronger friendships again as they seem to have been suffering in general for a while now. I have been single for the longest period since my junior year of high school, but this time something is different and it seems significant. This brings me back to my realization (can’t quite call it an epiphany): I’m not looking for my next relationship. For the first time in as long as I can remember, I’m happy being single. That’s not to say I wouldn’t take an opportunity to date someone if it came my way, but I’m not searching for it or trying to make opportunities out of nothing as I have done in the past. I’m enjoying being “21 and invincible” (to quote Something Corporate) even if I know I’m not really invincible. But wouldn’t that be cool? Anyway, for now I’m just enjoying myself while I still have the option. It feels good.

Currently Playing: The Ataris – In This Diary

Being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
And eventually you’ll finally get it right