Went to Taekwondo club this morning!! It’s just starting up so if you wanna join let me know! Unfortunately I can’t make it because I have class when it meets this semester (Tueday and Thursday at 9:30). Anyways it was nice to get some exercise. I used to be so active in HS sports and since I came to college I havent done squat… so hopefully this will get me motivated! Well I am gonna try to work on some of my programs now… God bless and have a wonderful day!

Post some comments on what you do to relax and make yourself feel better!

Turning back on the idiosyncratic cogitations of my mind. A view of hope and ebullience emerges from deep within. What force could possibly restrain this jubilance? None! So I now challenge you my friend, to look inside yourself and release the joy within. Don’t worry about your image or reputation. Just go out and show the world what makes you who you are!

Well lets see here… havent posted for a while. Besides the concert I havent done anything too crazy lately. Here’s a little something to ponder on.

Looking in a mirror to see who I am
Lost in the gaze looking back at me
Eyes so full of lonliness and hurt
An invisible tear runs down that boys cheek

He shakes his head forgetting the pain
Puts on a smile and all seems well
Still unhealed from the past battle
Pushing back into loves long war

With every step he hopes for relief
Wishing for another heart to fight with
Waiting for some to see elegance in his scars
Wanting desperately to find a figher on his side

Looking back at me what does he see?
He knows my past better than anyone
Was I foolish? Was I just? Who am I?
Should I have regrets? Or did I do what I could?

I see he has loved deeper than ever
Only to seldom see that love and care returned
I see him searching his past for someone to run to
Finding one, that fate long ago tore him from.

Finding old loves in his life, some dearer than others
torn away by fate and left heartbroken
Even if it seemed old fires were to be rekindled
He could not strike the match for the current burning flame

I reach out to comfort him so many times
So many times I am the only one who can see his pain
Yet he tries to hide it from me daily
Sadly it is a hole I can never refill alone.

Sometimes the only sense you can make out of life is a sense of humor… Thats been a quote I have tried to remember no matter what I go though. Life can be painful at times but if you look hard enough there is always some good to come out of it. And as J kind of said, for every pain you go through you come out stronger and wiser in the end. Let us just hope that we can learn from others pain so that we dont make the same mistakes. For those of you who have gone through the pain be sure to share what you have learned. Ok so that enough senseless rambling from this lunatic mind for tonight.

So yeah I have no clue what to write so I am just gonna go on and say what comes to mind. C and J are a couple of great guys. Actually the only ones that have been able to put up with me for more than a semester! lol This should be a opportunity for us to share a little of what we consider valuable to the world. (If you dont think its cool then refer to this…)

So yeah I have nothing to say so come back and check in later when I have had time to write when my mind is functioning. This site on a scale of one to awesome is gonna be super great!! lata ppl and God bless